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Hello!  Halo!!  Bonjour!!  Namaste!!

I'm recurrently thinking, while inditing and oration is the weakest part of me but frututions. Hence, I promulgate it in public. So I am............... 

My name is Jitendra Narayan. 

Sometimes it is hard to introduce yourself because you know yourself so well that you do not know where to start with. Let me give a try to see what kind of image you have about me through my self-description. I hope that my impression about myself and your impression about me are not so different.

Me Bioinformatician cum Psychologist: 

I am a Bioinformatics Specialist in the India, but you take me as a person with great ideas. I, as a bioinformatician ogle every activity of biological science under microscopic level by taking them to the next level that is simulation of these one in computers in order to presage its real action. I always wanted to be a great psychologist, like William James or Sigmund Freud, who could peruse people’s mind. Of course, I am nowhere close to these people, yet. I am just someone who does whit teaching, whit writing, and limitless research. But my dream is still not demise.

I am puissant dream maker, unpredictable, and always ready to do anything at anytime. Effulgent and Clairvoyant, Perpetual, Arcane, tending to work for a efficacious world, utopian, esoteric and get close to me not everyone cup of tea (that is what my pals ask me. I thought me a avaricious for something that I ought to have and eccentric yet benevolence person, I am loyal to those whom I love but a loner and can be fickle and insolent. Sometime I think I am very mentally actuated, hard to catch up, like relating through a smokescreen, and evasive. I have good sense of order, agog observation skills and desire driven, bold, survival propensity. I am uniquely quivered. 

I think I can get organized and deliver when least expected. I chase an impossible dream, yearn for freedom, and feel easily restricted. I am persevering, helpful, community minded, yet very introvert, I love to make anonymous donations to the unconventional causes. Hapless in matters of love, difficulties with intimacy. Me a serious boy, who know how to enjoy the good life yet somehow implacable and exacting more (hmmmmm that is necessary for success). I, have Strong likes and dislikes, but will support the opposition. I am not security minded that is what I call it my weakness, but skeptic nature abets me to filter out the unsecure things, from me a lonely boy. I things that I have profound knowledge at fingertips. Some part of my life is not be accost that means I abhor sharing private things to others. (If you will try to do it you will get a message like sharing violence  ) 

Those beautiful Dream:

I feel so jaded...my life has not turned out as well as I hoped it would when I was 12 and full of hopes (I wanted to be a Doctor...hehe) for a better, money-enriched life(a/c to my Dad). But I got sidetracked... 

To find a way by which you can define every moment of my waking life as one notebook, rather than one that is striation into different compartments. One ample emotional all encompassing feeling that embodied everything I did, felt and thought. I just wanted to express myself completely in everything that I tried.

That the words 'Fidel', 'love' and 'compassion' took on disparate meanings from those boring idealistic interpretations that were rammed down our throats when we were kids. There was power, I later quay, in these concepts. The power to hold everything together, like falling in love that what I discovered. 

My Philosophy:

The gift of flair, I believe, is a colossal responsibility. It does not really pertain to you. It never did. If used for solely acquiring wealth, fame and power, talent transfigure into the devil that eats into your soul. Like a gambling debt, like an addiction. Not to a supreme creative endeavour but to the fabricated environs of monetary power and fame.

Talent is Prasadam. It can be taken away if not placed at the altar. Talent is the temple. And when it is lost, as it will be if inveigh, all that is left is the void shell of addiction. Talent can never be yours, for it is much more substantial than your ego. And the more engender force there is to talent, the more universal, the more beyond you it becomes. It is as if someone loaned you the gift to tap into a universal creativity.

Of course there is temptation. The strain of the mortal and material needs never cease. It's a constant pugnacity to retain the purity, the innocence, the child like playful quality of creative talent.
I am a contrive maker, and love to confront  all convention and reproduce in sundaries realities through radical approaches. 

Etcetera: 

I like computers, and love to do the internet surfing. How can I forget my small, handy, beautiful, 2.5 Kg.  girlfriend who keep me awake for whole night . My very intelligent girlfriend, named Lappy who confer me not only support but also soothe me in each and every problems of my life. I really liebe it. Apart from my computer addiction, I enjoy playing chess, because this is the only game that start with 64 squares and 32 dangerous lifeless but simulated soldiers which gives us imagination and overall a chance to use my knees J. I also enjoy cricket, and tennis. I like watching soccer (European football), cricket (11 deadly, dangerous, powerful, energetic youth Indian team), and Laughter Show (especially Raju srivastava). I like listening to Lata Mangeskar (I like it), Sunidhi Chauhan( though her songs are all very similar), Md.Rafi , and all most all male singer.I adore Hollywood movies like those inspired by science what we are called sci-fi movie for instance The Core, Gatacca, Apollo and many more.Bollywood comedy movies always titillate my senses.  I like to eat lots of things (but 90% of them I can't eat)...Especially spaghetti, I like tomato soup)

I don't know what to say more as I am speechless at this particular point so I am able to hear you all folks.

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